God is in you

I was thinking about what has been happened in my life...
When I look back, I realize that many things has changed..
My family and I once lived as an "really not rich" family.. have owned no house, but rent a really small house. I just realize how small it is when I got bigger.. haha

There is no gift for me and my sister if we got class rank while my friends tell us that their parents gave gifts for them... Even for Christmas and birthday, we won't hoping for new dress or shoes, .. my parents teach us that be kissed is enough.. haha .. My parents have told us about this "money situation" and we tried to understand it too..
But somehow, God makes me enjoy it.. even without presents, it can't let my spirit down.. I still get big 3 at class..

I once so stubborn, and no one could stop me with my thinking (-.-) I'll make them suffer not to agree with me, haha.. I know that I'm right, so what to fear about? Haha
But it was the little me whom I missed so much
A really tomboy girl, who have her first fight at 3th grade at elementary school at a new school which she just enter (at the first day) ...oh dear...
I've been transferred schools 4 times for elementary school. It's not because I am a bad girl of course, it's because my family moved to different city, so I just followed them.. (^_^)v

Something terrible happenned at 6th grade, and it affect me, changed me,.. yeah, it was about that time that everybody just turn against me neither at home or school, it seems like nothing going right.. the little Pingkan depressed(..)
I just thought that there are nobody in this world that I can believe to. I lost all my trust to them.

Then I built  a great wall to keep me from people around me..how pathetic (ToT)
And all I felt is lonely.. There was no enjoy in my heart.. it's bare.. all I did is blamed myself.. (>_<) it's hurting me inside
Then, I use my time to share my burden and ask God for helping me out.. I was hopeless..
But I'm very grateful to know Jesus as my savior.. I'm lucky  for being a Christian since I was born. I brought all my problems to Him, I read Bible everyday.. wanted to know Him more, I believe that He will make a way for me.

Than my life start to changed.. He taught me to think positively to any aspect of this life. He tought me start to care, to understand that He loves me and all of human, so I should love them too..
He told me that I am worthy and precious because I am the daughter of King of kings (*^^*) So my view changed..
There is only one person that is trustworthy in this world.. It's Him, Jesus \ (^_^) /

I can see what He have done in my life clearly.. He raised me to become somebody useful for Him.. He is my Shield and my Strength !.. Jesus is my best Friend forever !!!!

And you know, He has died at the cross not only for me, but for you too.. for all of us..
Because His love is eternal, nothing to be compared with..

You have to know, that He is all by your side everyday.. only you don't realize it.. His planes are great, and all  for our goodness..
Jesus loves you , so do I :)